dreams...

Life can be so depressing, sometimes you just wanted to run away. To hide away from any of the nonsense that is giving you so many problems...

How i wish i'm still young, no expectations, no worries, no stress... Only dreams, dreams that i wanted to fulfill in my life before i go...

Where are you...? The road in front seems misty, i think i've lost my way. I couldn't find you...

Working so hard everyday yet seemingly being BULLIED by everybody in the whole world. How can this happen? People under me bully me, people above me also bully me. If i can handle everything i'd not have ask them to do their job! Then if the job gets done, my boss gets the credit. If it didn't go as well, i'll take the blame. WTF?!

Aiming to go Airborne Course. Even if i die (*touchwood*), at least i've jumped out of the plane once. I've sound off my intention to my S3. He is one garang soldier, so i guess he'll definitely push me for this coming course. But first i need to get back into shape. My fitness haven't been up to standard lately. Due to the busy work schedule and of cos, its not an excuse. So i'll admit, i'm lazy.

Been unlucky lately, anyone got lucky charm to give me? Boost my luck a little.