Doubts... on myself...

Stumble upon 1 of HQ's note he left for me after D01's IPC. Thinking back on my past, and looking at who i am now. It sure looks like i have gain a lot in terms of overcoming my own personal limits and boundaries. But, are these things really what i wanted?

Just want to cherish every moment i have in my life. To do the things that i really wanted to do. To be with the people i really liked to be with. But sometimes it seems impossible. Is it because I'm simple minded, no one takes me seriously?

The feeling of not being recognized after putting in so much effort, surely sucks.... But i'm not someone who would give up easily. Or am i just afraid that i would regret it in the future if i give up now?

Chance, something that people wants to have but yet unwilling to give away. I especially hated it when people give me a chance because they pity me. Made me felt so useless... I have enough people looking down on me in the past... i don't need anymore people to do that now.