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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Reflections

Finally~ Safety Audit over. Pending the report from the auditor. Immediately was tasked to help out in the coming GCC. Feel like i need a break. After months of hard work, but now GCC? Worst! I'm the safety officer for almost all the activity. Couldn't even join them in their physical training! A sudden lost of direction. Don't know which direction am i heading. Why am i working so hard?

1 of the trainee, a captain, was hospitalised yesterday for physical exhaustion. I went over to hospital to link up with his parents while he was in A&E. To my relieved, he was alright. Was quite worried, as it was the first time i saw someone KO-ed after run. And he practically gone "INSANE". Doesn't know what he was doing, doesn't know what he was saying. The best part was, that after he regained his consciousness, he kept telling me that he felt wasted not to have completed the run as he was about 100m away from the end point and have got a very good timing.

Until i achieved that level of motivation, i guess i'll never attained a GOLD standard in my physical fitness test.

Nowadays, it seems to be a trend for me to lose friends. I missed my OCS mates. Have gone through thick and thin with them. And now everybody was busy with their work in their respective units. Called them up, and the reply was either they were the DO the next day, or they were staying in with their newly enlisted recruits. These trend includes females too! Apparently their boyfriend was kind of protective. So couldn't even meet up anymore. *sigh* Guess i'll drive around later in the night to find a peace and quiet place for self reflection...

1 Comments:

Blogger drunkardredfox said...

ric ah ric, ric ah ric. first of all, thanz for not locking ur bunk and allowing me to watch tv... secondly, this is the second time i'm writing this, coz 2 hrs ago, i wrte this and some faizal fr hq wanna use the comp. kind hearted as usual i let him use first and did not manage to save this comment. so... now... hope u r not as sad as u were when writing this entry. i'm sure u had felt better after taking the gcc trainees. dun keep saying u got no life lah... maybe join ome weekend classes then u can broaden ur social circle. yoga's not bad... hee. ok ok, dun write too much lah. anyway, if u really haf no one to ask out, can try mi lah. though not 100% guranteed available, but can always drop mi a sms. cheers dude!!!

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