Confused mind...

When you picked up something... some times, its really difficult to put it down. Well, strangely when you've finally decided to put it down, years later you'd want to pick it up again.

I'm confused... I need a good enough explaination to put things organised, which, i'm not getting. My head tells me that i'm unhappy to be forced to put it down before. But my heart tells me to let it go and pick it back up again now.

What should i do...?

What would you do...?