lost sheep?

I need some direction...

Its almost midnight...and i'm supposed to be sleeping!!In a few hours time i'll be flying off to brunei for my JCC. Close friends of my have all send their best wishes to me and went to sleep. But i just couldn't. Something is bothering me... feeling lost right now. I just hated this feeling...can be happy now, den down later. Something which alwiz come n goes but nv been able to understand it.

Am i doing the right thing? I guess some things just don't have an answer.

KB: Don't worry buddy, i'm fine. Definitely not pressuring myself to get e badge even thou it is very impt for my career. Go do some jogging.. haha~ Push ur injuried leg to e limit to get IPPT Gold! =)

Ling: Dun finish 'em all up so quickly! =)

Alex: Happy Birthday! Can't be around... but still best wishes to u!

Moving on...

Finally! My plans on furthering my studies has move on. No thanks to my laziness and busy training schedules, it has been put on hold for almost a year!

I've applied for four australian university, namely ;UQ, UNewcastle, UWA and UAdelaide. All on Bac of Engineering(Electrical). Not much exemptions for me as my diploma was deem an IT related course. The consultant actually recommend me Software engineering courses, which can reduce my course of study to about 2 yrs, but i decline. Am i mad? Electrical - 4 yrs. Software - 2 yrs. Its such a big difference! Hm.. i tink i need to search my inner self again to find out why din i even put software engineering as my second choice. Will consider going UK too. My brother's school.. USurrey. As for money wise, will pray tt my fate wif LSA will be decided soon. At least i'll hav an option to apply for SAS or bank loan to cover for e rest of e cost for my studies. If things dont go my way? I'll hav to say "Bye Bye" to schooling and "Hello" to SAF!

Garang or Safety? Contradicting eh?

Brunei... here i come!!!

Many many months has passed and i'm finally in my final lap of the OCC! Going brunei next week for my Jungle Confidence Course. Thinking back of the (crazy)things i've done, i must say i've grown to become a stronger man. Will be back with experiences to share... so stay tuned!

Was appointed Cadet Chief Safety by my PC. I mean, wtf?! Me again? Btw if you ppl dun noe, i hav been given appointment for almost every major exercise that we hav in training. Though e job scope(CCSO) is nothing much seriously, but if you screw it up.. be prepared to sign seven. -_-"

Many things have been going thru my mind for quite sometime. Starting to overwhelm me.. But i still find it hard to fully communicate it to anyone. Why am i behaving in this way? Hm...Think i shd start to pick up ZEN..haha~ as recommended by ling.

Starters!

Am starting this new blog! Finally, have been thinking bout it for quite sometime...hee~