La Man's life: March 2008

deja vu

I hate to admit it, but this seems so familiar its sickeningly painful. Its just a matter of time i guess....

Risk Taker

I'm not exactly a risk taker. I like to analyst things carefully before making any decision. Whether is it during work or outside of work. In the past, my friends says that i always tend to think too much. Over analyst things...Thats why i decided to change.

"A good plan is better to be executed at the opportune time, then to wait for a best plan but missed that golden opportunity."

I still like to analyst things now(thats a trade of a virgo huh?). But i'm more willing to take calculated risk. That comes with another issue, once i've decided on something, i tend to be stubborn about my decision. Which is good! To stick to my goal and work hard towards it despite the challenges ahead. But i guess sometimes i lack the flexibility to change with the situation. In the army, i'll train my decision making skills by making quick and accurate decision base on the situation presented in front of me. As for my personal life, i'd probably "lost" the plot for a few weeks. My thoughts will be clouded with all sorts of things....and i'll be like a clam, hiding myself inside the safety of my shell.

Well.. thats just some thoughts i wish to share. Tomorrow got a paper. Need to pia again. Many more decisions for me to make.. many more challenges for me to conquer. Reaching the breaking point....

Treading carefully

I brought my men hastily into the jungle and towards our objective. Along the way, we were harassed by enemy FO who calls in precise artillery onto our position. We detoured from our ROA.

Suddenly, an explosion. Unknowingly, we've step into a minefield. I've fallen into the enemy's trap. I'm distracted and disorientated and this is the situation in front of me now. There's no turning back. No amount of apologise or "what if" can save me. I'll just have to tread carefully...

"All it takes is 1 wrong step"

Apologetic

"A new beginning"

When the sun sets today, it will rise tomorrow. The beginning of a new day brings about renewed hopes and dreams! Its all these hopes and dreams that fueled our desire to live on.

I'm a bit out of sort lately. Apologise to all! I'm going to "start" this semester again. Cheers to 7! *smile*

Reflecting

Three weeks has past since school reopen. And i haven't been doing a lot to catch up with lectures!! With the mid semester exams just around the corner, i'm feeling the pressure.

Too many things have been going through my head recently. Reflected, and emerge a more determined person. Just hope things will be back to normal... soon.

Went to Byron Bay to take my mind off all the things thats troubling me... definitely a tiring drive to and fro, but its worth the effort.

"Most easterly part of Australia... well not exactly"

"Beautiful sunrise..."

"Lighthouse"

"Introducing.... the SUN!"

"Country road.... take me home...."

"Quiet little town...."

Mental Block

Haven't been feeling very happy these few days. No idea why actually...Wanted to vent my frustrations but have no idea how to. Everything just seems to "stuck" somewhere in my brain i don't know how to let it out.

Feeling "depressed"