WheEEe!!!

I'm going Sydney!! haha~ so thats e thing that kept me up last night? LOL Finally made my decision to go on this ad-hoc trip. Decided last minute. I suck at making decision for myself man. haha~ Made me lost some sleep. And yet i do so well in making decision for other people. Tough decision to call but yeah.....will be back with photos to share!! Stay tune.....

Couldn't sleep...

Sigh... i couldn't sleep. Now is like 7am in e morning... and i'm still wide awake. Seems like something is about to happen/is already happening/have happened and i'm waiting for it to reveal itself to me. Whether is it a good or bad thing, i hope that i would know...soon. The birds are chirping and the sky is getting brighter. Don't know what to blog about.. just gonna say anything that comes to mind.

Don't know what's gotten into me... Felt so weird nowadays. Chat with PQ online just now. Through our conversation, kind of made me realised that i don't really know myself very well. I couldn't comprehend my own behaviour, the things i say and the things i do. Sigh~

YT and her always says that i have a sleepy face. For the record, this is e first time someone ever made that comment on me. hMm... or is it? Think ZL and Mich did ask why i always looks so tired before. I've always keep things to myself thats for sure! I don't want, and don't like to be a burden to others. So can't expect me to become "yang guang nan hai" with a blink of an eye right? =)

Next week is the beginning of study week, and i haven't study yet. LOL~ Okay la i did some revision on my math. Later don't even know whether there is any tutorial class or not. I don't deserve a break yet, but i'm very eager to try many things i don't dare to try before. I should learn to be MORE independent, it will come in handy when i grow older. :p

Okay i'll try to sleep again.

nice.....

孫燕姿 害怕 LYRICS

作詞：深白色作曲：深白色

忘我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長
想我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強
堅強到不用學著不想
學著遺忘
還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
還是害怕不經意的聽聽見你的消息
然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
當擁有已經是失去
就勇敢的放棄
還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
然而當愛最後的出口是分離
我會這麼相信 走下去

The missing piece

I'm still learning, the things that I've yet to know...

still looking, the things that I've yet to find...

still exploring, the things that I've yet to try...

and still searching, for the missing puzzle that has been missing from my life.

How true?

VIRGO MAN
Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is
a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.

He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only
extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.

You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him, you will know he has his own charm.

He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.

People may think he is selfish, because when he says "No", he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult.

He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.

He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two "P" , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

The gang!!

"That's us! A group of strangers brought together by passion and a little fate"

On my departure day...A little late in posting this picture up. But some things is better to be late than never.... *smile*
P.S: note that lam is not in the picture as he is my advance party... LOL

looking forward to our usual gatherings......

Initial D.... renactment

"Diary of Fujiwara Takumi....

Last night, i went to Mt Akina (Mt Cootha) as usual to deliver my "TOFU". On my journey home, some beng challenges me on a downhill race to the bottom of the mountain. And it turns out that he's driving a WRX. Feeling confident of my driving skills, i took up the challenge despite the fact that i'm driving an AE86 (Mazda 323).

I began to increase my speed. Driving into corners like nobody's business... i sped down the mountain as fast as i could. But despite my best effort....the WRX not only overtook me with great ease, he also pull away from me. Feeling frustrated, i kept stepping on my acceleration hoping to catch a glimpse of his car. Suddenly the engine blew up and this is the end state of my car."

"The aftermath of the race"

haha~ for those of you reading this, no i didn't race with LAM down Mt Cootha. But yes i did went Mt Cootha last night for the first time to enjoy the beautiful scenery and TA DA!!! The car is on the back of the tow truck. The clutch disk gave way e next morning when my friend drives to work but no worries, he will be asking the previous owner to sort it out!! If not i've got ENGINEER friend over here, will be asking him to get ready explosive so tt we could conduct platoon ambush live firing on the previous owner while he is on his way home from work. *evil laugh*

The good old days...

"Getting the parade ready"

"Handing over e parade"

This morning i received an email from a student from my old school inviting ex-npcc student back for reunion. Visited their blog and saw many old photographs... photographs that holds many precious memory that i had. Photographs of my past.... Though the photos posted was not comprehensive... (I guess they might have lost majority of them) But what impresses me the most is that they manage to track back all those key appointment holder's name and post them up on the blog as well!! Shows that they did make an effort.

Posted 2 photos of myself during sec 5 (didn't know i was so smart in uniform last time.. haha! BHB) This parade was one hell of a parade that i've ever organised before! Chairman NPCC was visiting my school's cca recruitment day. To impress the coming guests, and of cos the young sec ones and their parents, i spend weeks planning and training the G.O.H. Looking at the picture, i'm so glad i can still put names into most of the faces that appears on it! They are the one that have given me their fullest support for this parade. (considering the fact that the G.O.H was formed by my juniors, my peers and also my senior) I'm really glad that they didn't mind being instructed by me for so many weeks without complain. Well maybe they did complain but i didn't know. =)

Unfortunately i'm far away in Australia studying. Till next time... hopefully i will be able to make it back to the reunion!!

UFO spotted! Beware...

"UFO?"

Don't worry... UFO has not been spotted in Brisbane. Was walking to my friend's place for dinner just now and saw the moon and the stars! Its been sometime since i saw such a lovely sight. Unfortunately my phone's camera didn't do any justice to the beautiful sight in front of me. Thus ended up looking like UFO. LOL~

The weather is getting cooler now. I love it during the night. I love the night when the cold wind brushes past my face. I love it here as the streets is not as brightly lit as in Singapore. Makes the whole atmosphere even better when the moon is lovely with lotsa stars accompanying her.

One month's time to final exam. one month's time and i'll be back. Things happen and now i'm worried for my Math mid semester exam result. *crossed fingers* hope i can make it. Electrical is getting tougher too... *worried* well... just gonna work hard. gambatte yo!! Ric kun... =)

Alex, sy and markie are coming over!! But not at a good time thou. Just right kena my exam period. Well.... hopefully e exam time table will be out soon so i could make plans. Who knows i can join them to sunshine coast and gold coast?

I'm seriously considering buying a car. How? Confuse mind.....pros and cons......can i handle it?

Doubts... on myself...

Stumble upon 1 of HQ's note he left for me after D01's IPC. Thinking back on my past, and looking at who i am now. It sure looks like i have gain a lot in terms of overcoming my own personal limits and boundaries. But, are these things really what i wanted?

Just want to cherish every moment i have in my life. To do the things that i really wanted to do. To be with the people i really liked to be with. But sometimes it seems impossible. Is it because I'm simple minded, no one takes me seriously?

The feeling of not being recognized after putting in so much effort, surely sucks.... But i'm not someone who would give up easily. Or am i just afraid that i would regret it in the future if i give up now?

Chance, something that people wants to have but yet unwilling to give away. I especially hated it when people give me a chance because they pity me. Made me felt so useless... I have enough people looking down on me in the past... i don't need anymore people to do that now.